the rhythm pumping in my heart
woohoo so happy laaaaa. cas are OVER!!!!! mb could have gone better but on the whole wasnt too bad la... i was too happy to really think abt the paper la anyway. finally watched music and lyrics! and hugh grant is so cute la!woohoo. one of the 3 men in the world who can make me gush haha (other two are stevie g and edison chen)
after tt went to ssc with mu and enming... its qt a nice club! seems like a nice relaxing place... reminded me tt i better use laguna more!!!! ohman haha. i just wasted so many yrs of NOT using the club. and in october its no more membership for me mannnn. we went timbre after tt where i got bitten by like 10 mosquitos la... sian. and we saw this bunch of funny old pple (like 30plus) who got really excited by the music and started dancing haha. and one of them was esp funny (fugly fat dude) heehee. we are mean pple haha. oops. i hope we dont do things like tt when we get old haha. tho they seemed to really have alot of fun la so maybe its ok haha.
grp pic of us tt i koped frm mikes phone heh.
yst went for yc's inaugural overnight wni. was not too bad la and i dunno la but sometimes i think, its just a cycle of highs and lows for me and tts not the way its supposed to be, and i guess its cos im not giving everything up to Him the way He wants me too. but things keep coming up in my mind and its qt confusing la. was reading about abraham and how he attained the promise God promised for him with patience and faith, and mary, after the angel appeared to her also bore Christ with patience and faith, and i dont know why i cant have tt patience and faith that they did. i was watching the younger ones last night, and how passionate they were even so late at night/early in the morning, and i found myself wishing tt i could have tt back. tt used to be me, the one jumping around fully immersed in worshipping God, the one who was fervently praying and being the light that He has called us to be. and last night i asked, "what do You want of me? why do You keep letting me go through this, i really dont want to feel this way, Lord. where are Your promises, where is Your Spirit in my life????" and i heard Him keep saying "what i want is all of you" and thats the thing that is most hard for me to give, and i guess its time for me to seriously think about how im living my life, and make the changes required.
Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands
cos i cant do this on my own
im letting go, so give me one more chance
and save me from this road im on
but do i have the courage to say it?
so anyway, lots to think abt.
yay going blading later :) finally found a blading friend!
after tt went to ssc with mu and enming... its qt a nice club! seems like a nice relaxing place... reminded me tt i better use laguna more!!!! ohman haha. i just wasted so many yrs of NOT using the club. and in october its no more membership for me mannnn. we went timbre after tt where i got bitten by like 10 mosquitos la... sian. and we saw this bunch of funny old pple (like 30plus) who got really excited by the music and started dancing haha. and one of them was esp funny (fugly fat dude) heehee. we are mean pple haha. oops. i hope we dont do things like tt when we get old haha. tho they seemed to really have alot of fun la so maybe its ok haha.
grp pic of us tt i koped frm mikes phone heh.
yst went for yc's inaugural overnight wni. was not too bad la and i dunno la but sometimes i think, its just a cycle of highs and lows for me and tts not the way its supposed to be, and i guess its cos im not giving everything up to Him the way He wants me too. but things keep coming up in my mind and its qt confusing la. was reading about abraham and how he attained the promise God promised for him with patience and faith, and mary, after the angel appeared to her also bore Christ with patience and faith, and i dont know why i cant have tt patience and faith that they did. i was watching the younger ones last night, and how passionate they were even so late at night/early in the morning, and i found myself wishing tt i could have tt back. tt used to be me, the one jumping around fully immersed in worshipping God, the one who was fervently praying and being the light that He has called us to be. and last night i asked, "what do You want of me? why do You keep letting me go through this, i really dont want to feel this way, Lord. where are Your promises, where is Your Spirit in my life????" and i heard Him keep saying "what i want is all of you" and thats the thing that is most hard for me to give, and i guess its time for me to seriously think about how im living my life, and make the changes required.
Jesus take the wheel, take it from my hands
cos i cant do this on my own
im letting go, so give me one more chance
and save me from this road im on
but do i have the courage to say it?
so anyway, lots to think abt.
yay going blading later :) finally found a blading friend!
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